Hi all,  I'm new to this site and really enjoy reading your stories.  I am 2 weeks post op.  300cc silicone under the muscle.  I don't know if the emotional ups and downs are all part of the process or if I am a freak.  I have wanted to have my BA for 20 years. (I'm 39)  I have researched and seen a few PS to find the right one for me.  I am only 4'11" and small framed.  I was so scared that my PS was going to give me implants that would be way too big for me.  I told my PS that I wanted natural looking breasts large C small D.  After discussions and doing a pre fit with silicone implants and a sports top he said in his professional opinion 300's would be the best choice.  When I tried them on I agreed.  I went home and did up my rice bags and tried them on over the next 10 days prior to my surgery.  I started to freak out and think perhaps I was going to small.  I rang my PS with my concerns.  He said he would order in 320's to have there for the op.  On the day we discussed briefly and I said I would leave the final decision up to him during surgery.  He chose the 300's.  Now when I look in the mirror I am so unhappy.  Not with the job he has done it is just perfect.  My boobs look great, the scars are hardly even noticeable.  So why do I feel like my breasts are way too small.  When I am naked they look lovely.  When I am dressed you hardly even notice them there.  Can you please help me to get out of this frame of mind.  It is driving me mental and I am becoming obsessed with it.